The last few weeks/month I haven't really been happy, I think the 6 week challenge probably only got me through. I wasn't depressed just not happy, not happy with work, not happy that I haven't spent much time with Ben. But I finally talked to my sister in law who is my boss and told her I am looking for another job, and she totally understood which was great and it lifted alot of weight of my shoulders. SO all last week I have applied for a few jobs. Mainly retail and admin, I was looking at fashion jobs in Sydney that I could so easily apply for but I can't :( it's too far away and I don't want to leave Ben.
And please don't say, "start your own label!" because I don't have the passion right now to do this for some reason., I think maybe because... have no money and I honestly couldn't be bothered.... hey least I am honest. My goal for now is to manager a fashion store, so I'm going to try my best to get that far. There isn't much job opportunities in my home town, unless I want to drive trucks in the coal mines. Could you see me driving one of those monster trucks? Heck no!
I really don't have much to say..........But I wish I could get a job in women's fashion retailer so I can buy pretty new clothes!